missing you my baby

to my dearest babe, Jac
hope you are doing fine with your revision
study hard & smart for your exams ok
then we'll be able to party hard after dat!
endure it now, enjoy it later
i will give u all my luck
and of course remember you in my prayer
asking for God's blessing
on everything that we're going through right now
health, studies, & our future - Pharmacists!

and me
health is really an important subject right now
had been having backache ever since a week ago
no idea wad's wrong
couldn't sit nor sleep well
bending is also a problem
sigh
couldn't be bothered
there's no time for me to pay a visit to the doc
i'll probably just take PCM to relief my pain first

had been staying in the library everyday, afternoon till night
of course taking a break for dinner at home
exhausted!
phobia towards structures right now
cephalosporins are killing me!
1st, 2nd, 3rd generations!
omigosh

one more week to go
hold on! stay strong! never give up!
to my babe as well, remember not to give up k
muax
i'll be yours soon
cant wait to see u and start gossiping! :D

gotta zzz now....

the Ds

devastated!
down!
die!
defeated!
dismay!
distressed!

gosh!
this CPP paper is really a piece of shiat
the worst paper i can say
the worst ever
totally crushed!

PASS is all i need right now
just a PASS will do
i dont ask for more
i just need 50%
God, please help me...

moodless at this very moment
trying to get myself relax
and prepare for the next paper
thanks babe jac! u r always there for me
how i wish u r here
better study hard ya darling
u r one of the future pharmacist as well
muaxxx

gonna try to discard all DDS and CPP from my teeny weeny brain
and stuff in ADD
sigh

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

God bless us all!

9 hours

9 hours!
cant imagine we'll be facing our DDS paper in another 9 hours time!
damn! had been revising whole day with debbie and maine
not prepared at all
sigh
screwed nanoparticles
dun even know wad is it all about although i've already read it once, or maybe twice

good luck to me and everybody who is sitting for the exam tmr
need lotsa luck right now...
God bless me...
zzz

3 more weeks..

no more module notes, slides, books...

we'll be graduating...

actually, what else can we do besides going back to Malaysia and serve for the government? for 4 years! "not a good money? that's shiat!" by johnny, the joker...

thought of staying back in Glasgow, still planning..

sigh, this studying drains the life out of me!

gonna need to think positively..


missing someone..

regretted for not appreciating him when he's mine..

i'm glad to see him right now, with his new girl.. altho, jealousy couldnt escape from my mind..

it has been 4 years, gosh, time really flies...


missing my dear babe as well..

wondering how has she been doing with her studies..

and her progress with her prince charming..

no doubt, he is cute n handsome! :P

cant wait to listen to more stories.. muax!


gonna continue with revision, it's 4.37am right now..

daddy just flew to Germany today..

pray for his safe flight.. "see you daddy in another 3 weeks times!"

back to ocular...zzzz

why why

arggh!
RENA ANG
why are u so blur!
din know dat DDS did not include the last 4 chapters dat we've already been tested
syait! shit! fcuk!
have been reading thru them for days!
argh!
so fucked up!
luckily i met bam bam
and he told me!
thanks for saving me!

have to speed up and focusing on the 5 chapters!
its killing me!
arggh!
i feel like shouting out loud!
argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

please tell me I can do it
rena rena rena!
wont be sleeping tonite til i finish up proteins!

timeless

안돼요, 날 놓아 버리면
힘들어도 여기 더 머물러요.

Andwaeyo, nalnohabeorimyeon
himdeureodo yeogi deo meomulleoyo.

조금만 더 볼 수 있다면
남은 사랑만큼 웃어볼 텐데.

Jogeumman deo bol su ittdamyeon
Nameun sarangmankeum useo bul tende

Timeless, 이별은 아니죠
한번의 삶이라면 지금 뿐인데 Hold tight, baby
Timeless, 이 가슴에 묻어요
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Timeless, ibyeoreun anijyo
Hanbeonui salmiramyeon jigeum ppuninde Hold tight, baby
Timeless, i gaseume mureoyo
Sungaui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

세상을 따라 난 가지만(가보지만)
슬픔마저 함께 가는 건가요

Sesangeul ddara nan gajaman (gabojiman)
Seulpeum majeo hamkke ganeungeongayo

너무 그리웠던 날 불러본 그대
마음뿐의 상처는 아물겠죠

Neomu geuri weottdeon nal bulleobun geudae
Maeumppunui sangcheoneun amulgettjyo

천 번의 눈물 삼키면,
그때서야 알게 될까요 (되나요)
내 손 잡아요, 떠나게 말아요

Cheo beonui nunmul samkimyeon
Geuddaeseoya alge dwoelkkayo (dwoenayo)
Nae sonjabayo, ddeonage marayo

Timeless, 이별은 아니죠
한번의 삶이라면 지금 뿐인데 Hold tight, baby
Timeless, 이 가슴에 묻어요
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Timeless, ibyeoreun anijyo
Hanbeonui salmiramyeon jigeum ppuninde Hold tight, baby
Timeless, i gaseume dureoyo
Sungaui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Yeah...baby its timeless...oh baby it's timeless
Timeless, 돌아갈 수 있도록
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless, this is timeless love.

Yeah…baby it’s timeless…oh baby it’s timeless
Timeless, doragal su ittdorok
Songanui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless, this is timeless love.

owl?panda?zombie?vampire?

i've been given so many nicknames right now
panda = myself
owl = by deb
zombie = myself
vampire = bambam
continuously, for almost a week
had been staying up late till morning
8/9am zzz 2/3pm wakes up
upside down
day=night night=day

tiring!
study study study
gonna gone mad real soon! nuts
have been reading over n over n over for the same topic
but still
nothing stays in my brain
pity wee brain
help!

5 more days!
and we'll be having our first paper
Drug Delivery System
sigh
not prepared at all
cant wait to finish all the exams
done n dusted
then I'll be heading to Germany to look for dad! yay! :D

missing my babe
pity her
after reading her blog
for she has fallen for a guy, "the prince"
darling, be strong!
time will tell
so take it slowly ok
muax hugz

gonna continue studying
cytarabine cytarabine
+u+u