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this blog had been in my draft list for ages. no time to update my blog ever since finals, and after.

it's Monday 25th May. had been packing my stuff, some need to be shipped back to malaysia and some need to pass to the juniors. totally knackered. packed my luggage for my trip down to germany and amsterdam. cant wait to look for my dad there.

then bam bam msged me and asked me to go for a coffee, as im going to germany the next day so he wanted to meet up before i leave. so went down to aldi to meet him up. he was late so went in to aldi and walked around. incoming msg from bambam saying that he's waiting at the entrance. he was waiting outside without his jacket and it was drizzling. poor thing. and then off we went to Tinderbox, a really nice place for a cup of coffee. unfortunately, i m not a coffee fan. i just love hot chocolate. xxx

again, he insisted to pay. we had a nice chat, for 3 hours, having a cup of hot chocolate, and coffee for him with a really nice shimmering cupcake! it was pleasant to see, but taste wasnt that good, my cupcakes are much better! even bam bam said dat! hahaha..

my hot chocolate!

bambam's coffee

our cupcake


went home after that and start cleaning up the room, kitchen, and bathroom in order not to be fined! hate it! everything was done and dusted! exhausted.......:( then went over and had a movie with bambam. forgotten bout the title of the movie =.='''

dozed off on the couch with bam. and he woke me up after a few hours. head back home and continue zzzz. then off to prestwick airport. here i come germany! good bye glasgow....reached germany quite late, dad and his fren were waiting at the airport. journey from the airport to Mannheim took us about 1 and a half hour. finally, we reached Holiday Inn. zzz

woke up late the next day. dad went to work early in the morning. took a shower, had a great time alone in the room, watching tv. was hungry, so went to starbuck and had a hot chocolate. took a map from the hotel and looked for places to go. walked all alone for the whole day. it was super hot! burning hot! just took a wee stroll around for 2 hours, and i quickly head back to the hotel and showered. took a nap. dad came back and went out for dinner with dad's colleagues and his boss treated us a nice meal in a Istanbul restaurant..

to be continued....

kek sei yan

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why do people always spread news that never even exist at all?
"rena needs to redo her essay!"
wad the hell?
rena doesnt even know about it
and doesnt even have to redo it
and din even tell a single person that she has to redo the essay
but other ppl start saying about it
WTH WTF

i dun blame *u* my fren, u r innocent, i know
im just wondering who started this
i really want to know
just got a clarification that it wasnt *her* who said about it
from a person to another to another
i tak tau lar
dun wan to care so much about it anymore
sometimes i just really hate it
gossips....

not in a good mood right after knowing about the fucking khabar angin
sigh
better get myself back to pharmcare
the very last paper
on friday
God please help me

zzz

missing you my baby

to my dearest babe, Jac
hope you are doing fine with your revision
study hard & smart for your exams ok
then we'll be able to party hard after dat!
endure it now, enjoy it later
i will give u all my luck
and of course remember you in my prayer
asking for God's blessing
on everything that we're going through right now
health, studies, & our future - Pharmacists!

and me
health is really an important subject right now
had been having backache ever since a week ago
no idea wad's wrong
couldn't sit nor sleep well
bending is also a problem
sigh
couldn't be bothered
there's no time for me to pay a visit to the doc
i'll probably just take PCM to relief my pain first

had been staying in the library everyday, afternoon till night
of course taking a break for dinner at home
exhausted!
phobia towards structures right now
cephalosporins are killing me!
1st, 2nd, 3rd generations!
omigosh

one more week to go
hold on! stay strong! never give up!
to my babe as well, remember not to give up k
muax
i'll be yours soon
cant wait to see u and start gossiping! :D

gotta zzz now....

the Ds

devastated!
down!
die!
defeated!
dismay!
distressed!

gosh!
this CPP paper is really a piece of shiat
the worst paper i can say
the worst ever
totally crushed!

PASS is all i need right now
just a PASS will do
i dont ask for more
i just need 50%
God, please help me...

moodless at this very moment
trying to get myself relax
and prepare for the next paper
thanks babe jac! u r always there for me
how i wish u r here
better study hard ya darling
u r one of the future pharmacist as well
muaxxx

gonna try to discard all DDS and CPP from my teeny weeny brain
and stuff in ADD
sigh

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

God bless us all!

9 hours

9 hours!
cant imagine we'll be facing our DDS paper in another 9 hours time!
damn! had been revising whole day with debbie and maine
not prepared at all
sigh
screwed nanoparticles
dun even know wad is it all about although i've already read it once, or maybe twice

good luck to me and everybody who is sitting for the exam tmr
need lotsa luck right now...
God bless me...
zzz

3 more weeks..

no more module notes, slides, books...

we'll be graduating...

actually, what else can we do besides going back to Malaysia and serve for the government? for 4 years! "not a good money? that's shiat!" by johnny, the joker...

thought of staying back in Glasgow, still planning..

sigh, this studying drains the life out of me!

gonna need to think positively..


missing someone..

regretted for not appreciating him when he's mine..

i'm glad to see him right now, with his new girl.. altho, jealousy couldnt escape from my mind..

it has been 4 years, gosh, time really flies...


missing my dear babe as well..

wondering how has she been doing with her studies..

and her progress with her prince charming..

no doubt, he is cute n handsome! :P

cant wait to listen to more stories.. muax!


gonna continue with revision, it's 4.37am right now..

daddy just flew to Germany today..

pray for his safe flight.. "see you daddy in another 3 weeks times!"

back to ocular...zzzz

why why

arggh!
RENA ANG
why are u so blur!
din know dat DDS did not include the last 4 chapters dat we've already been tested
syait! shit! fcuk!
have been reading thru them for days!
argh!
so fucked up!
luckily i met bam bam
and he told me!
thanks for saving me!

have to speed up and focusing on the 5 chapters!
its killing me!
arggh!
i feel like shouting out loud!
argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

please tell me I can do it
rena rena rena!
wont be sleeping tonite til i finish up proteins!