-GUMS "End Of Term" Party @ O' Couture 28.11.08-

GUMS = Glasgow University Malaysian Society

"End of Term" party organized by the president, Justin Lee, the wee man, the shorty:P

-Country Living Magazine Christmas Gift Fair Scotland 23.11.08 SECC-

-Nanakusa & Loon Fung 25.11.08-

Nanakusa, jap restaurant, nice environment, food was ok, not bad but i think i prefer Kokuryo. went for a nice dinner with my H12 housemates, it's been quite a while dat we've not been having a nice good dinner together, cuz everybody is always busy working, or out. and ya, today we had dinner in this jap rest. Nanakusa 1 year anniversary, so they have a promotion, 15 pounds for a bento set and unlimited jappo, sake, etc. the sake wasnt nice tho. korean beer is nicer.:)

justin and lieo jiun's gang were there as well. oh, i get to see shawn working, in his kimono, cool! chit chatting, drinking, met a girl working in CBK Bath Street. sat with us and had a chat for a while and she made a move.

went to Loon Fung at 11pm to celebrate my manager's bday. i had to pay 30 pounds to share for his pressie. they bought him a mini laptop. nice wan! and the dinner was on the big boss. gave the manager a surprise and he was totally shocked. balloons all over with a bday cake for him placed on the table. sang a bday song and he blew the candles off. he looked so happy when he opened up the present. but i was stuffed and i couldnt eat much, just ate a few pieces of veges and squids. made a move at 1am. walked to george square, sat there, enjoyin the nice scenery and head back home.

im so lazy to remove my make up, gosh! have introduction to do again, sigh.. but im happy, not depressed and frustrated anymore, thanks to my dearest mr macho guy.

-1 more month-

1 more month and it's CHRISTMAS!!! yay!!! i love christmas!!!

cant wait..!!

HO ho HO, santa claus is coming to town..!!

i wish....

we can be together where u hold my hands tightly, never let me go, walking together every night under the romantic full blueish moon light, sitting in a park, enjoying the cool breeze air, cuddling each other, giving the warmest touch from u to me. and i lay my head on ur lap, ur hand around my waist, giving the sweetest kiss on my cheek and whisper the word "i love u".

unfortunately, dat's gonna be a dream only. dream on, dream on Rena. i love to dream!! pieces are always dreaming!! building daylight castles everywhere..:)

-words to describe ur unhappiness-

s a d

u n h a p p y

g l o o m y

d o w n

l o w

f e d - u p

m i s e r a b l e

d i s t r e s s i n g

c h e e r l e s s

h e a r t b r e a k i n g

p o i g n a n t

w r e t c h e d

d e j e c t e d

p e s s i m i s t i c

d o w n c a s t

d i s c o n s o l a t e

d i s m a l

d o l e f u l

d e f l a t e d

m e l a n c h o l y

g l u m

d e p r e s s e d

m o r o s e

-disappointment-

sigh, have been working so much these few days. frustrated over things, and i just couldnt believe wad i saw yesterday. it was like a disaster to me. why m i always in such a situation. depressed! hmm, i always tell myself to be strong and im always a strong independent girl who doesnt need anybody to be right beside me, where i can just settle everything by myself, having problems to be shared with my mum, not bf, spending life being unattached! (but i dun think i can do it). sobsob.

Oh God, please guide me. i really wish i could just turn back time, to where we were supposed to be. if i have a wish right now, dat wish will be turning back to december 2007 or 28th May 2006. where everything began from there.

my depression is killing me. i need antidepressant now!

thinking bout my introduction, which i have not started a single word yet, my presentation, class test, work.. awww.. it's just too much! i need a break! self-declared holiday for me..

-what i did today-

- it's FRIDAY (but it makes no difference, have to work tmr and sunday:((( )

- went to class from 9 till 11am (woke up at 845am! late for class)

- played badminton from 11 till 12pm

- had tomyam noodles for lunch

- talked to mum, then had a short nap

- met shyan n hongning at royal college, they went swimming

- walked to argyle street and started to shop

- bought a notebook, which i really wanted to since last 2 weeks (it cost me 7pounds!=RM42?) OMG! i have to really study hard and do more notes

- bought a FCUK T-shirt for BG for his bday

- got a nice knit wear from DP (20% sales on every item)

- met him in tesco

- the christmas market is on! along argyle street! I LOVE CHRISTMAS! stalls selling candies, chocs, all sorts of winter wear, gloves, colourful hats, etc. and the delicious gigantic sausages!! OMG! it was so nice! u guys should try it.. 2.50pounds each..

- bought some candies..

- walked to george square and sat there for a while, freaking cold... looking at couples dating, parents bringing their kids there, taking pictures, asking their kids to give their best smiles... awww...

- walked back home, saw his frens "Liza, Riza, and another gal, i cant remember her name"

- came back, had dinner, thanks gals for the dinner...

- lazed around, writing this blog, have not bath yet.. was so lazy! eating my sweets..

- now i think i have to shower, it's 9.30pm! tata! :P

- day out 18.11.08 -

-a special gift from God = FRIENDS-