Thursday 30 April 2009

timeless

안돼요, 날 놓아 버리면
힘들어도 여기 더 머물러요.

Andwaeyo, nalnohabeorimyeon
himdeureodo yeogi deo meomulleoyo.

조금만 더 볼 수 있다면
남은 사랑만큼 웃어볼 텐데.

Jogeumman deo bol su ittdamyeon
Nameun sarangmankeum useo bul tende

Timeless, 이별은 아니죠
한번의 삶이라면 지금 뿐인데 Hold tight, baby
Timeless, 이 가슴에 묻어요
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Timeless, ibyeoreun anijyo
Hanbeonui salmiramyeon jigeum ppuninde Hold tight, baby
Timeless, i gaseume mureoyo
Sungaui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

세상을 따라 난 가지만(가보지만)
슬픔마저 함께 가는 건가요

Sesangeul ddara nan gajaman (gabojiman)
Seulpeum majeo hamkke ganeungeongayo

너무 그리웠던 날 불러본 그대
마음뿐의 상처는 아물겠죠

Neomu geuri weottdeon nal bulleobun geudae
Maeumppunui sangcheoneun amulgettjyo

천 번의 눈물 삼키면,
그때서야 알게 될까요 (되나요)
내 손 잡아요, 떠나게 말아요

Cheo beonui nunmul samkimyeon
Geuddaeseoya alge dwoelkkayo (dwoenayo)
Nae sonjabayo, ddeonage marayo

Timeless, 이별은 아니죠
한번의 삶이라면 지금 뿐인데 Hold tight, baby
Timeless, 이 가슴에 묻어요
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Timeless, ibyeoreun anijyo
Hanbeonui salmiramyeon jigeum ppuninde Hold tight, baby
Timeless, i gaseume dureoyo
Sungaui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Yeah...baby its timeless...oh baby it's timeless
Timeless, 돌아갈 수 있도록
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless, this is timeless love.

Yeah…baby it’s timeless…oh baby it’s timeless
Timeless, doragal su ittdorok
Songanui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless, this is timeless love.

Wednesday 29 April 2009

owl?panda?zombie?vampire?

i've been given so many nicknames right now
panda = myself
owl = by deb
zombie = myself
vampire = bambam
continuously, for almost a week
had been staying up late till morning
8/9am zzz 2/3pm wakes up
upside down
day=night night=day

tiring!
study study study
gonna gone mad real soon! nuts
have been reading over n over n over for the same topic
but still
nothing stays in my brain
pity wee brain
help!

5 more days!
and we'll be having our first paper
Drug Delivery System
sigh
not prepared at all
cant wait to finish all the exams
done n dusted
then I'll be heading to Germany to look for dad! yay! :D

missing my babe
pity her
after reading her blog
for she has fallen for a guy, "the prince"
darling, be strong!
time will tell
so take it slowly ok
muax hugz

gonna continue studying
cytarabine cytarabine
+u+u

Thursday 23 April 2009

wasted

do you know me well enough?
spent all night doing all the quizzes in facebook
showing how well you know your friends
unfortunately, scored really bad in some of the quizzes
oops, sorry friends
this shows that I am not aware what is going on around me
what can I say, not alert nor observant enough
rena rena

it doesnt matter, for god knows what score you get in those quizzes
as long as you do your job as a friend
not trying to know everything that happened nor what happened in the past
yeah, maybe we do need to know a little bit bout their favourite stuff
in fact, it is more important to be there, when they are up or down
right?

it has been a really terrible, unproductive day for me
hasnt got anything done today
have been leaving my CPP for days
hanging in no where
have no idea what to study for it
as usual, lazy to read up all the articles
sigh~

trying to get one done tonite for tmr's group discussion
it's gonna be a really late nite for me
guess bam bam's sleeping
nobody to keep me company -sms-
but shengjoule will
we both had abnormal lifestyle
day=night night=day

suddenly i just missed my friends back home
sukki, sien, jun jun, jinong
dai lou, dai ga je, sui sui, alvin
etc sorry if i dun mention ur name here
*too many*
of course my baby Jac in sunderland as well & kitsiang
cant wait for everyone of us to graduate
and we can just throw a big gathering for all of us
dat would be amazing

anyway
i have to stop crapping in this blog
gotta continue doing CPP
*why tenecteplace+UFH+LMWH is given together for the treatment of STEMI?*
gosh!
hate it!
argh!
God bless me!
Amen.
zzz
babe -years back-

Sunday 19 April 2009

adrenaline rush!

adrenaline.....released from your body, adrenal glands when danger threatens or in an emergency! this explains the condition I'm in right now! arrgghhh..... i bet i will have extreme adrenaline rush when it comes to 5th of May :(

really stressed out with studies, started feeling nervous! less than 2 weeks and we will be sitting in the exam hall, praying hard "Almighty God, please give the strength and help me in recalling all the things that I've studied.Amen." nonetheless, praying for an easy paper,altho dats impossible. :S

cant wait for everything to be over, one more month! and we can discard all the notes, module notes, wadsoever articles, bla bla bla.... hang on RENA! gambate!!!!!

this is my messy room when it comes to exam time

the messiest desk ever

took a pic of myself after studying all day *shattered*

Tuesday 14 April 2009

-last day of work-

it's my last day of work
plan to stop working till June
hopefully my pocket money can last :S
it's so quiet today, not many customers but till later in the evening, it was quite packed
a group of tour from China came, 54 people
but they never ordered any drinks so i m way too free in the afternoon

broke a glass, actually smashed a glass!
woohoo! - me
woohoo! - my manager
i have no idea how it happens, all dat i remembered is i broke the glass when i took out the glasses from the glasswasher and arranged it on the mat
it just went *piang!*
tiny bits of glasses flew everywhere right in front of me
and i had a really fast reflex, pulling my hands away
but my hand started to bleed! a few cuts
even my manager got a wee cut on his finger
tissues full of blood
my manager quickly put on plasters on my hand
continue working
it's so sore! gosh!
and i almost broke a wine glass again phew! jo saved me :D

got my pay for the last 2 weeks including today
enough for me to last til after finals, hope so:P
went back home
showered
study
playing poker
playing guitar
zzzzz


Sunday 12 April 2009

-a gift from God-

F.R.I.E.N.D.S
a special gift from God
who always be there when u are up or down
lending a hand when u fall
lending a shoulder for u to lean on when u r down
lending their ears to listen to ur problems
doing whatever they can to make u smile
dats wad we called friends

whatever we have did together in the past
sharing our joy laughter or sorrow
will be continued forever
and the memories will always linger in our life
as a remembrance and will never be forgotten
a relationship dat will never fade or vanish

forever friends

something just came through my mind, so just expressing it thru this blog of mine.. missing my dear jac in sunderland, and kitsiang..:) im starting to miss my friends back in malaysia as well.. cant wait to go back home...have been studying Drug Delivery Systems for the whole day, my wee brain couldnt accommodate any information right now! too exhausted.. having sore red eye ever since 2 days ago.. wad's wrong with my eye!! damn irritating!! just couldnt be bothered to pay a visit to the doctor nor the pharmacist..gotta work tmr, not looking forward for it! arggh.. but it doesnt matter after all cuz it's gonna be my last day of work!! yayss!! get my pay and im out of CBK, probably for 2 months..gotta rest now..brain isnt functioning very well right now..:S

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...


Tuesday 7 April 2009

-Jac baby's bday 06.04.09 @Sunderland-

it's sunday! relieved after handing up all the assignments! no more thesis or dissertation in my life! had badminton in the afternoon from 2 to 4pm with debbie, maine n puiyen..the game wasnt so stressful and tiring compared to the previous games we had last few weeks.

went back home after the game and had a nice hot shower! fresh awake again. packed my stuff, dressed up, and get ready to head off to Glasgow Queen Street Station. met diana's gang as they were going to Wagamama to have their lunch.

it was quite exciting yet nervous as this is the first time im travelling alone within UK. it's different from wad i always did in Malaysia. taking plane alone from kl to bintulu isnt a big deal. checked the platform that i need to board, to Edinburgh at 6.30pm. Unfortunately there's no direct train down to sunderland, thus i need to get off from Edinburgh to Newcastle, and hopped onto a metro down to Sunderland. did a wee revision and had my sandwiches while im on the way to Newcastle. fell asleep after reading my notes. =.='' dats common.

reached Newcastle, went around to look for metro. give ronald a call as i arrived at Sunderland. he came over to pick me up. went over to his place and get a rest for a wee while. met 2 hongkies, ah ray & jun bao, ronald's housemates and a girl named kelly, a malaysian girl staying together with them. ronald suggested to go over to his fren's house, which was quite near to jac's place. drove over and chit chat, played the cube, taught by a guy, which i've forgotten his name. the only name dat i can remember is alex. :D so sorry, too many names to remember at the moment, brain can hardly remember anything after the tiring journey all the way from Glasgow.

it's 12am!! OMG!! this is going to be a real fun! jac baby din know im in sunderland. this wil rock her bday! :D prepared the muffins with candles, and sneaked into jac's flat. saw kitsiang, and he was shocked as well! i can stil remember his expression. :P ronald went over with me, thanks to ronald, cuz he is the one who helped me in making the surprise a successful one. GAMSAHABNIDA!! we stood right in front of jac's room No. 198, ronald was holding the muffins while im hiding in the toilet just right beside her room. *knock knock* *knock knock*

here goes, jac opened the door, and she was surprised to see ronald holding the muffins with 2 cute wee ducklings' candles. i can only remember she said "OMG! so cute!" and i walked out slowly from the toilet, and she was completely stunned! she was like "OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! RENA ANG! OMG OMG! RENA! y r u here! OMG OMG!" haha, dat was really funny, the most important thing dat i've forgotten to do is taking a video of it. I was so happy, dat i've finally see my best fren in sunderland. see jac, i've promised u to give u "ME" on ur bday.:D

all her frens came up and wished her, bringing along presents for her. her face was filled up with joy! gave her a Lancome facial set. Hope she will like it, altho she is more into Chanel right now :D we had a wee chat and i went over to stay at Ronald's place dat night cuz ronald is leaving for london and paris on the next morning at 7.30am. he left me his key, so i can just stay or leave whenever i wan. he got up at 5.30am for DOTA! CRAZY fella.

woke up at 11++ the next morning, prepared to go out with babe jac, she came over and off we go to Newcastle. had brunch @ St. Sushi, having sushi and white wine. thanks jac for the meal! muax. walked around, doing wad we wanna do, it was so relaxing! nice, cool weather. saw anabelle and her sister too! dat was a coincidence. after dat, looked for kitsiang, he went for a dye and a wee cut in a saloon. handsome young man! jay chou wannabe ** :D the girl u r aftering for will be very blessed! good luck kit siang! :P

then 3 of us went over to dragon-i, a chinese restaurant, get a room for dinner accompanied with karaoke. me n darling jac entertained ourselves first singing english songs. kitsiang went over to the train station to meet up Amy and bring her over. then jac's frens came over as well, WenFei, JebHwa, SVen and collin. singing, drinking, eating, havin lotsa fun!
wanted to give another surprise for jac, however, the restaurant did not sell any cakes, but they have desserts! a tiny weeny dessert, enough for everybody to have a weee bite. bought the dessert and gave jac a surprise!

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to darling jac...
happy birthday to u...

overjoyed as she made a wish, and blew off the candle. fed everybody a spoonful of the delicious tiramisu dessert. we played games, trying to get ourselves entertained. we finished off with the final song, which i've forgotten the title of the song. a chinese song of course. went back to Alice Street, ROnald's place to get my luggage back to jac's place. left my luggage at jac's place and we head off to Union! YAY! clubbing. long queue with uneducated, uncivilised ppl, cutting the queue by joining their friends.

we had a few drinks, dancing about, eyeing on handsome cute asian guys but to our sorrow, there wasnt any handsome guys! pathetic! but who cares, dat doesnt seem to affect our mood. the most depressing thing is, the songs! GOSH! it was way too dreadful! damn. "potong stim"

went back home at 3am, and poor jac had to cook for 3 of us, collin, kitsiang n me, cuz we were hungry. and we called the day off, cancelling our drinking session and get to bed early. a great night out. zzzz

the next morning, we woke up early and had McD for breakfast. moved on to winter garden @ st peter's, a really nice place. took lotsa pictures, feeding the birds and ducks! had a stroll around enjoying the cool breeze air, bright sunshine shinning upon us with our newly bought sunglasses on from John Lewis. so peaceful, everything is so calm n soothing, looking at couples dating *envious*, kids running around, playing football, adults sitting on the grass munching their packed food.
after dat, we head back to sunderland, homed. took a rest, kitsiang came over n looked for us. we were hungry so we decided to make pancakes. guess wad, because of the pancakes, i almost missed my train back to edinburgh. haha! dat was really gancheong. and we've actually planned wad to do for the rest of the day cuz we thought the train most probably will leave when i reached Newcastle. but who knows! i reached there in time, quickly hopped onto the train and give a great big hug to darling and kitsiang. bye guys! gonna miss u guys heaps! thanks for everything!muaxxx..

took a seat and off to Edinburgh, goodbye sunderland! sobsob. starting to miss them, looked at pictures in my wee camera, was smiling at myself while looking at them. had lotsa fun! saw Yau from IMU medic batch, meiann's classmate.

get down to edinburgh and rushed for a train down to glasgow. WTH! i took the wrong train back. shit shit! and i have to turn back to another station in order to get a train back to glasgow. i was so panic! trying to stay calm. called kitsiang n jac. debbie called and checked the available train back, luckily there's a connecting train back, waited for 15 minutes. phew!! relieved.

reached home, and get a good rest! zzzz...