sigh, have been working so much these few days. frustrated over things, and i just couldnt believe wad i saw yesterday. it was like a disaster to me. why m i always in such a situation. depressed! hmm, i always tell myself to be strong and im always a strong independent girl who doesnt need anybody to be right beside me, where i can just settle everything by myself, having problems to be shared with my mum, not bf, spending life being unattached! (but i dun think i can do it). sobsob.
Oh God, please guide me. i really wish i could just turn back time, to where we were supposed to be. if i have a wish right now, dat wish will be turning back to december 2007 or 28th May 2006. where everything began from there.
my depression is killing me. i need antidepressant now!
thinking bout my introduction, which i have not started a single word yet, my presentation, class test, work.. awww.. it's just too much! i need a break! self-declared holiday for me..
Oh God, please guide me. i really wish i could just turn back time, to where we were supposed to be. if i have a wish right now, dat wish will be turning back to december 2007 or 28th May 2006. where everything began from there.
my depression is killing me. i need antidepressant now!
thinking bout my introduction, which i have not started a single word yet, my presentation, class test, work.. awww.. it's just too much! i need a break! self-declared holiday for me..
3 comments:
Dear, u are not alone!!! there is alw frens for u to rely on, maybe not for long term, but at least temporary?!!! Be strong to hold urself thru this hardship!!!
recently i saw a personal msg from my fren's msn...she quoted a sentence... "u had been independent, bcz u hvn't met me, now pls allow me to accompany u to walk down the path for the rest of the life"...i think this sentence is kinda touching~n yea...even we can be independent, we still need someone to be wif us when we were weak.
well, maybe it's not ur turn yet...but definitely u'll meet someone who'll say this to u in the future.
most of the time love is not following our own will, but, waiting is also one of the stages. dun u agree? be patient, n make urself a better person at the same time, i m currently available too, so...let's work hard together for everything in our life =D
Cheer up Rena :) Good & Bad - thats life right? Hopefully more good things that will make you smile are coming soon. I hope so.
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