it aint a good day

got up as usual, watered the plants, sweep the floor
prepared for work, and had a few chats with my lil bro
off to office, received a phone call from a fren
telling me the posting is out
nervous giler
called encik osman and asked

"boleh saya cakap dengan encik osman?"
"ye, saye"
"saya nok tanya saya punya posting"
"oh, name?"
"rena ang"
"tunggu ye...... u dapat hospital kl..."
"oh!! :) bila lapor diri?"
"u kena tunggu letter la"
"ok, thanks!" :D

relieved!!!!!!!!! m so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but after dat, had a really terrible day
it aint a good news after all
had arguements
tears started filling up my eyes, and eventually
cant stand it anymore
started crying and aunt gave me a lil advice
sigh
nobita was kind enough to make me happy
by hugging his monitor and let me see the pic
silly fella :P
thanks for being there for me.. xx

"life is short, so do enjoy while u can" my boss
im hoping everything is going to go on smoothly
family, work, relationships, friends

serious headache now!
too excited and too tired
up n down
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

a mess

wad is this all about? graduated as a pharmacist from UNIVERSITY OF STRATHCLYDE Glasgow, "proudly presents, RENA ANG, a pharmacist, graduated 4 months ago" currently doing nothing at all, unemployed, jobless! ridiculous right.. !!??!!

we are bounded with the government for 3 years' service, as well as a year's pre-reg training, bring up to a total of 4 years' work in a government hospital! dats really sucks dude.. i cant imagine myself, gotto get up early in the morning, put on nerdy wear "no short skirts above knees, hair all tied up in pony tail, put on a geeky thick black framed specs" working till 6pm everyday in a hot humid dirty environment.. dats gonna be really tough man.. :(( as a pharmacist, we must serve the community with our very best, in any circumstances.. but i think i cant survive in a government hospital for 4 bloody years.. " rena, i dun think u can survive after working for a year in a GH, sure cabut after 1 year.. " dats wad my aunt's boss said to me.. :SS

getting 3k a month? not even enough to pay off car, house rental, and a branded handbag.. :P but im happy enough dat im going to get my first car, WV Golf GTI "finger-crossed".. :D wad m i going to do now since im going to be jobless for the next 2 months, or maybe 3..??

the things dat came across my mind :

1. Go back to Glasgow to travel and work part time.. can earn more money! (airasia now damn cheap *winkz*)
2. Go back to Bintulu and accompany mum 24/7, doing nothing and enjoying life, income from dad.. :S
3. Stay back in KL and find a part time job.. (aunt's place looking for a temp gal) free transport and got income, and get to sit sport cars? ahhahha

still trying to work things out, doesnt wan to sit and stare at my laptop and tv 24/7 anymore..

hmmmmm.....

simply..

too lazy to update my blog, gonna create a new blog for my photography..

what's next???

back on mainland for the past 6 weeks
with full of excitement as well as sorrow
family and friends were all around throwing a warm welcoming back gathering
but leaving friends back in Glasgow wasn't a happy thing
starting to miss the wonderful time I had in Glasgow for 15 months
which leave me with lotsa wonderful memories behind
especially bambam, who is a really special friend to me
a humongous cup of hot choco from costa on our very first meet up
cappuccino with cream is his favourite
both meeting up at different costas which was really funny
made him walked all the way under the rain to where I am
from coffees to library, from library to lectures, from lectures to clubs
hope to get back to Glasgow again to meet all of you

Block H12 James Blyth Court
the place where we stayed together for a year
with my 3 lovely housemates
not to forget, our neighbours, Deb's & Diana's flat
celebrating birthdays, travelling together
missing the great time we had, all the joy and laughter
unfortunately, all of us are going on our separate ways now
but our friendship, shall remain forever

Seafood Steamboat @ Moi's

finger-licking filling seafood steamboat at Moi's place

bought a variety of seafood

crabs, prawns, eel, clams, squids, etc

4 of us, were stuffed and ended up giving up

all the left overs, brought home

zzzz

Family Euro Trip 30.06.09-10.07.09

Glasgow --> London --> Prague (Czech Republic) --> Budapest (Hungary) --> Salzburg (Austria)

and finally to London again..

MPharm Graduation 29.06.09

finally, it's the day where we are officially graduated as a pharmacist! woot woot! ;) getting ready for the important event but before that, brought mum out to get her outfit. and mum bought me a new camera, Canon D1000 as a graduation gift! :D thanks mum!

dressed up in my black and white dress, putting on fairly simple make up, curled my hair and yes, off we go for photography! hiakhiak, with my new camera, taken lotsa pictures with all my other batchmates, both bros became the photographer. everybody's parents were here, helping their daughters and sons to take nice photos with their gown on. everybody looked so gorgeous and handsome. joshua bought me a bouquet of flowers, and bros bought me roses. :D bintulu's gang's families took a group photo together. wee! me, my mum, and bros, shyan and her parents, hongning and her parents, diana and kwang siang. too bad, my dad wasnt here to join in the crowd cuz dad just spent the last one month in Germany. guess he's too tired after all the travels.


went to the church for the ceremony. get ourselves registered. the ceremony began at 3pm where all the invited guests arrived including all the lecturers. it was not like what i've expected. it was a very simple graduation ceremony which finished in an hour time. bambam looked so smart in his kilt, distinction boy! congrats geeky benny! :P

after the ceremony, took a group photo outside the church with all the IMU students. went to the park near VO to have a couple of drinks. din managed to take pictures with all the home students, apart from chris, ben and johnny.:(

it was a very memorable day, where it only happens once in a life time! gosh, i felt so emotional. :( but i'm really glad that I've graduated. so wad's next?????? gotta get things planned.

get back home, changed, and went for dinner at La Tasca, together with diana and kwang siang. had a really nice filling meal with red wine, wasted our time chatting and sam-pating. went back home, totally knackered, had a wee rest, and get myself ready to bunker! yea.

received a sms on the 26th e from nick :

" bunker 9-10 on monday then we'll make plans! from nick, dave & ben the flowerpot men.x"

head down to bunker with flora, her bro and joshua. cool place! but it closes at 12ish. sucks! most of the home students were there. had a few drinks and chat with them. ben and dave asked me to go to hummingbird after dat, i wasnt sure cuz hummingbird sounds boring to me. but in the end, they decided to go to garage. so i agreed. "aye dave!" :P

we were wondering around in front of garage cuz some decided to go hummingbird, some decided to go box, and some had already entered garage. we spent like more than half an hour making decision! gosh. finally we all went to the box. just had a glass of gin tonic and we chao to garage. let's partyyyy!!! had lotsa fun playing n fooling around. drank quite a lot! weee.... but it doesnt matter, because it's our graduation night out!! lolxx a very memorable night for me.. :) thx bambam!! =.<

after partying, getting wet and dirty, face painted, everyone was starving, so we head off to a kebab nearby. munched some of benny's kebab and fries. they were chatting and singing all the way, still feeling high. flora and her bro left earlier cuz her mum called, joshua stayed back to accompany me. ben, nick and ross walked back to birbeck with us. joshua went back and the 3 of them crashed at my place for the night, morning instead. embarassed, cuz they said "this is the messiest kitchen dat they've ever seen" :S but dat doesnt spoil our mood. we joked around, chit chat and we all eventually dozed off on the sofas. grabbed a duvet and some pillows for them. i can still remember nick doesnt have a duvet cuz he's sitting too far away from the 3 of us. ross was teasing him "oh nick, this is so comfy, it's like on the cloud" haha, nick just ignored him.

bambam leaned on my shoulder and we all just zzz for about an hour plus. ppl in 10C got up so early, and it was so annoying, ppl started to go in and out of the kitchen, and the most irritating part is the doors! gosh. y cant ppl just hold on to their door and shut them quietly. nick and ross got reli pissed. i got a wee headache cuz din get enuf sleep. gotta catch the train down to london with mum n bros dat very morning. they left when im about to leave for the train station. mum gave them my graduation flowers cuz she said no point keeping them cuz they will rot by the time i reach here after our euro trip. nick brought the flowers to MCD! haha:P

took a shower before leaving the house and took some photos with them. i will really miss them. aww. gosh. sometimes i just dun feel like leaving scotland. making new friends is a really good thing and they were all so nice and fun! thanks guys. really enjoyed myself a lot. too bad chris, fiona and amira werent there. it would be more fun! :) there will be another night out again before leaving glasgow. :)) i think i might just drop down in tears. :( zz

VIPs to Glasgow 27.06.09

head down to london with bro on the 26th night

got lost, couldnt find the stupid bus station

and our hostel!

slept for less than 3 hours

took the tube down to heathrow airport

unfortunately, the tube broke down at some station

had to use bus

mum n little bro waited at heathrow for an hour

sigh!

get them, and head down to chinatown for brunch

dimsum! yumyum

took a train down to glasgow

zzz

miss pebbles

missing darling jac

missing my housemates

missing bam bam

missing my chao chao

missing lectures

missing the library =.='''''

got nothing else better to do right now lol :P

zzzz

country hopping

Germany:

Mannheim & Frankfurt

Netherlands:

Amsterdam

Spain:

Barcelona

had been traveling around so much since 26th May..
exhausted! totally shattered..
went back to work straight away right after i came back from Barca..
5 days a week are killing me..

so, where's next?

Czech Republic:

Prague

Hungary:

Budapest

Austria:

Salzburg

spent whole night looking for hostels and flights..
it's really hard to organize a trip..

next destination in mind?

Greece

Switzerland

Ireland

im broke!!!!

MPharm degree holder

yes! finally, *one* of my dream came true!

a MPharm (Master of Pharmacy) Degree holder!

yes!

my darling jac brings me luck! muaxxxx

she was by my side when im checking my results! sorry for being so annoying before the results were out cuz i was so scared and i kept saying "i really got no confident, how how how"

but now, i've passed!

thank God for answering my prayer

so, wad's next?

work? nah.. i need a break now! :P

End of UNI celebration @ Kushion 22.05.09

the final paper, Pharmcare! it was bloody hard

sigh, heard some ppl were crying right after the exam

the only thing i can do was just praying for a pass

went off to buchanan and had a wee stroll around

head to Corinthians for dinner

a really nice, high-classed place

we were under-dressed

but who cares! :P

phone started ringing

lotsa incoming msgs

chris called and msged asking me to go kushion

no kaki, so i went there alone

most of the home students were there

had a drink, chat around with amira and anji

chris, ben, russ, everyone was there

left in an hour, ahmui picked me up and went for supper

head back home and zzzz

.....

this blog had been in my draft list for ages. no time to update my blog ever since finals, and after.

it's Monday 25th May. had been packing my stuff, some need to be shipped back to malaysia and some need to pass to the juniors. totally knackered. packed my luggage for my trip down to germany and amsterdam. cant wait to look for my dad there.

then bam bam msged me and asked me to go for a coffee, as im going to germany the next day so he wanted to meet up before i leave. so went down to aldi to meet him up. he was late so went in to aldi and walked around. incoming msg from bambam saying that he's waiting at the entrance. he was waiting outside without his jacket and it was drizzling. poor thing. and then off we went to Tinderbox, a really nice place for a cup of coffee. unfortunately, i m not a coffee fan. i just love hot chocolate. xxx

again, he insisted to pay. we had a nice chat, for 3 hours, having a cup of hot chocolate, and coffee for him with a really nice shimmering cupcake! it was pleasant to see, but taste wasnt that good, my cupcakes are much better! even bam bam said dat! hahaha..

my hot chocolate!

bambam's coffee

our cupcake


went home after that and start cleaning up the room, kitchen, and bathroom in order not to be fined! hate it! everything was done and dusted! exhausted.......:( then went over and had a movie with bambam. forgotten bout the title of the movie =.='''

dozed off on the couch with bam. and he woke me up after a few hours. head back home and continue zzzz. then off to prestwick airport. here i come germany! good bye glasgow....reached germany quite late, dad and his fren were waiting at the airport. journey from the airport to Mannheim took us about 1 and a half hour. finally, we reached Holiday Inn. zzz

woke up late the next day. dad went to work early in the morning. took a shower, had a great time alone in the room, watching tv. was hungry, so went to starbuck and had a hot chocolate. took a map from the hotel and looked for places to go. walked all alone for the whole day. it was super hot! burning hot! just took a wee stroll around for 2 hours, and i quickly head back to the hotel and showered. took a nap. dad came back and went out for dinner with dad's colleagues and his boss treated us a nice meal in a Istanbul restaurant..

to be continued....

kek sei yan

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why do people always spread news that never even exist at all?
"rena needs to redo her essay!"
wad the hell?
rena doesnt even know about it
and doesnt even have to redo it
and din even tell a single person that she has to redo the essay
but other ppl start saying about it
WTH WTF

i dun blame *u* my fren, u r innocent, i know
im just wondering who started this
i really want to know
just got a clarification that it wasnt *her* who said about it
from a person to another to another
i tak tau lar
dun wan to care so much about it anymore
sometimes i just really hate it
gossips....

not in a good mood right after knowing about the fucking khabar angin
sigh
better get myself back to pharmcare
the very last paper
on friday
God please help me

zzz

missing you my baby

to my dearest babe, Jac
hope you are doing fine with your revision
study hard & smart for your exams ok
then we'll be able to party hard after dat!
endure it now, enjoy it later
i will give u all my luck
and of course remember you in my prayer
asking for God's blessing
on everything that we're going through right now
health, studies, & our future - Pharmacists!

and me
health is really an important subject right now
had been having backache ever since a week ago
no idea wad's wrong
couldn't sit nor sleep well
bending is also a problem
sigh
couldn't be bothered
there's no time for me to pay a visit to the doc
i'll probably just take PCM to relief my pain first

had been staying in the library everyday, afternoon till night
of course taking a break for dinner at home
exhausted!
phobia towards structures right now
cephalosporins are killing me!
1st, 2nd, 3rd generations!
omigosh

one more week to go
hold on! stay strong! never give up!
to my babe as well, remember not to give up k
muax
i'll be yours soon
cant wait to see u and start gossiping! :D

gotta zzz now....

the Ds

devastated!
down!
die!
defeated!
dismay!
distressed!

gosh!
this CPP paper is really a piece of shiat
the worst paper i can say
the worst ever
totally crushed!

PASS is all i need right now
just a PASS will do
i dont ask for more
i just need 50%
God, please help me...

moodless at this very moment
trying to get myself relax
and prepare for the next paper
thanks babe jac! u r always there for me
how i wish u r here
better study hard ya darling
u r one of the future pharmacist as well
muaxxx

gonna try to discard all DDS and CPP from my teeny weeny brain
and stuff in ADD
sigh

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

God bless us all!

9 hours

9 hours!
cant imagine we'll be facing our DDS paper in another 9 hours time!
damn! had been revising whole day with debbie and maine
not prepared at all
sigh
screwed nanoparticles
dun even know wad is it all about although i've already read it once, or maybe twice

good luck to me and everybody who is sitting for the exam tmr
need lotsa luck right now...
God bless me...
zzz

3 more weeks..

no more module notes, slides, books...

we'll be graduating...

actually, what else can we do besides going back to Malaysia and serve for the government? for 4 years! "not a good money? that's shiat!" by johnny, the joker...

thought of staying back in Glasgow, still planning..

sigh, this studying drains the life out of me!

gonna need to think positively..


missing someone..

regretted for not appreciating him when he's mine..

i'm glad to see him right now, with his new girl.. altho, jealousy couldnt escape from my mind..

it has been 4 years, gosh, time really flies...


missing my dear babe as well..

wondering how has she been doing with her studies..

and her progress with her prince charming..

no doubt, he is cute n handsome! :P

cant wait to listen to more stories.. muax!


gonna continue with revision, it's 4.37am right now..

daddy just flew to Germany today..

pray for his safe flight.. "see you daddy in another 3 weeks times!"

back to ocular...zzzz

why why

arggh!
RENA ANG
why are u so blur!
din know dat DDS did not include the last 4 chapters dat we've already been tested
syait! shit! fcuk!
have been reading thru them for days!
argh!
so fucked up!
luckily i met bam bam
and he told me!
thanks for saving me!

have to speed up and focusing on the 5 chapters!
its killing me!
arggh!
i feel like shouting out loud!
argghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

please tell me I can do it
rena rena rena!
wont be sleeping tonite til i finish up proteins!

timeless

안돼요, 날 놓아 버리면
힘들어도 여기 더 머물러요.

Andwaeyo, nalnohabeorimyeon
himdeureodo yeogi deo meomulleoyo.

조금만 더 볼 수 있다면
남은 사랑만큼 웃어볼 텐데.

Jogeumman deo bol su ittdamyeon
Nameun sarangmankeum useo bul tende

Timeless, 이별은 아니죠
한번의 삶이라면 지금 뿐인데 Hold tight, baby
Timeless, 이 가슴에 묻어요
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Timeless, ibyeoreun anijyo
Hanbeonui salmiramyeon jigeum ppuninde Hold tight, baby
Timeless, i gaseume mureoyo
Sungaui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

세상을 따라 난 가지만(가보지만)
슬픔마저 함께 가는 건가요

Sesangeul ddara nan gajaman (gabojiman)
Seulpeum majeo hamkke ganeungeongayo

너무 그리웠던 날 불러본 그대
마음뿐의 상처는 아물겠죠

Neomu geuri weottdeon nal bulleobun geudae
Maeumppunui sangcheoneun amulgettjyo

천 번의 눈물 삼키면,
그때서야 알게 될까요 (되나요)
내 손 잡아요, 떠나게 말아요

Cheo beonui nunmul samkimyeon
Geuddaeseoya alge dwoelkkayo (dwoenayo)
Nae sonjabayo, ddeonage marayo

Timeless, 이별은 아니죠
한번의 삶이라면 지금 뿐인데 Hold tight, baby
Timeless, 이 가슴에 묻어요
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Timeless, ibyeoreun anijyo
Hanbeonui salmiramyeon jigeum ppuninde Hold tight, baby
Timeless, i gaseume dureoyo
Sungaui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless love...

Yeah...baby its timeless...oh baby it's timeless
Timeless, 돌아갈 수 있도록
순간의 열병처럼 잠시만 아플 뿐이니
We both agree.
This is timeless, this is timeless love.

Yeah…baby it’s timeless…oh baby it’s timeless
Timeless, doragal su ittdorok
Songanui yeolbyeong cheoreom jamshiman apeul ppunini
We both agree.
This is timeless, this is timeless love.

owl?panda?zombie?vampire?

i've been given so many nicknames right now
panda = myself
owl = by deb
zombie = myself
vampire = bambam
continuously, for almost a week
had been staying up late till morning
8/9am zzz 2/3pm wakes up
upside down
day=night night=day

tiring!
study study study
gonna gone mad real soon! nuts
have been reading over n over n over for the same topic
but still
nothing stays in my brain
pity wee brain
help!

5 more days!
and we'll be having our first paper
Drug Delivery System
sigh
not prepared at all
cant wait to finish all the exams
done n dusted
then I'll be heading to Germany to look for dad! yay! :D

missing my babe
pity her
after reading her blog
for she has fallen for a guy, "the prince"
darling, be strong!
time will tell
so take it slowly ok
muax hugz

gonna continue studying
cytarabine cytarabine
+u+u

wasted

do you know me well enough?
spent all night doing all the quizzes in facebook
showing how well you know your friends
unfortunately, scored really bad in some of the quizzes
oops, sorry friends
this shows that I am not aware what is going on around me
what can I say, not alert nor observant enough
rena rena

it doesnt matter, for god knows what score you get in those quizzes
as long as you do your job as a friend
not trying to know everything that happened nor what happened in the past
yeah, maybe we do need to know a little bit bout their favourite stuff
in fact, it is more important to be there, when they are up or down
right?

it has been a really terrible, unproductive day for me
hasnt got anything done today
have been leaving my CPP for days
hanging in no where
have no idea what to study for it
as usual, lazy to read up all the articles
sigh~

trying to get one done tonite for tmr's group discussion
it's gonna be a really late nite for me
guess bam bam's sleeping
nobody to keep me company -sms-
but shengjoule will
we both had abnormal lifestyle
day=night night=day

suddenly i just missed my friends back home
sukki, sien, jun jun, jinong
dai lou, dai ga je, sui sui, alvin
etc sorry if i dun mention ur name here
*too many*
of course my baby Jac in sunderland as well & kitsiang
cant wait for everyone of us to graduate
and we can just throw a big gathering for all of us
dat would be amazing

anyway
i have to stop crapping in this blog
gotta continue doing CPP
*why tenecteplace+UFH+LMWH is given together for the treatment of STEMI?*
gosh!
hate it!
argh!
God bless me!
Amen.
zzz
babe -years back-

adrenaline rush!

adrenaline.....released from your body, adrenal glands when danger threatens or in an emergency! this explains the condition I'm in right now! arrgghhh..... i bet i will have extreme adrenaline rush when it comes to 5th of May :(

really stressed out with studies, started feeling nervous! less than 2 weeks and we will be sitting in the exam hall, praying hard "Almighty God, please give the strength and help me in recalling all the things that I've studied.Amen." nonetheless, praying for an easy paper,altho dats impossible. :S

cant wait for everything to be over, one more month! and we can discard all the notes, module notes, wadsoever articles, bla bla bla.... hang on RENA! gambate!!!!!

this is my messy room when it comes to exam time

the messiest desk ever

took a pic of myself after studying all day *shattered*

-last day of work-

it's my last day of work
plan to stop working till June
hopefully my pocket money can last :S
it's so quiet today, not many customers but till later in the evening, it was quite packed
a group of tour from China came, 54 people
but they never ordered any drinks so i m way too free in the afternoon

broke a glass, actually smashed a glass!
woohoo! - me
woohoo! - my manager
i have no idea how it happens, all dat i remembered is i broke the glass when i took out the glasses from the glasswasher and arranged it on the mat
it just went *piang!*
tiny bits of glasses flew everywhere right in front of me
and i had a really fast reflex, pulling my hands away
but my hand started to bleed! a few cuts
even my manager got a wee cut on his finger
tissues full of blood
my manager quickly put on plasters on my hand
continue working
it's so sore! gosh!
and i almost broke a wine glass again phew! jo saved me :D

got my pay for the last 2 weeks including today
enough for me to last til after finals, hope so:P
went back home
showered
study
playing poker
playing guitar
zzzzz

-a gift from God-

F.R.I.E.N.D.S
a special gift from God
who always be there when u are up or down
lending a hand when u fall
lending a shoulder for u to lean on when u r down
lending their ears to listen to ur problems
doing whatever they can to make u smile
dats wad we called friends

whatever we have did together in the past
sharing our joy laughter or sorrow
will be continued forever
and the memories will always linger in our life
as a remembrance and will never be forgotten
a relationship dat will never fade or vanish

forever friends

something just came through my mind, so just expressing it thru this blog of mine.. missing my dear jac in sunderland, and kitsiang..:) im starting to miss my friends back in malaysia as well.. cant wait to go back home...have been studying Drug Delivery Systems for the whole day, my wee brain couldnt accommodate any information right now! too exhausted.. having sore red eye ever since 2 days ago.. wad's wrong with my eye!! damn irritating!! just couldnt be bothered to pay a visit to the doctor nor the pharmacist..gotta work tmr, not looking forward for it! arggh.. but it doesnt matter after all cuz it's gonna be my last day of work!! yayss!! get my pay and im out of CBK, probably for 2 months..gotta rest now..brain isnt functioning very well right now..:S

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

-Jac baby's bday 06.04.09 @Sunderland-

it's sunday! relieved after handing up all the assignments! no more thesis or dissertation in my life! had badminton in the afternoon from 2 to 4pm with debbie, maine n puiyen..the game wasnt so stressful and tiring compared to the previous games we had last few weeks.

went back home after the game and had a nice hot shower! fresh awake again. packed my stuff, dressed up, and get ready to head off to Glasgow Queen Street Station. met diana's gang as they were going to Wagamama to have their lunch.

it was quite exciting yet nervous as this is the first time im travelling alone within UK. it's different from wad i always did in Malaysia. taking plane alone from kl to bintulu isnt a big deal. checked the platform that i need to board, to Edinburgh at 6.30pm. Unfortunately there's no direct train down to sunderland, thus i need to get off from Edinburgh to Newcastle, and hopped onto a metro down to Sunderland. did a wee revision and had my sandwiches while im on the way to Newcastle. fell asleep after reading my notes. =.='' dats common.

reached Newcastle, went around to look for metro. give ronald a call as i arrived at Sunderland. he came over to pick me up. went over to his place and get a rest for a wee while. met 2 hongkies, ah ray & jun bao, ronald's housemates and a girl named kelly, a malaysian girl staying together with them. ronald suggested to go over to his fren's house, which was quite near to jac's place. drove over and chit chat, played the cube, taught by a guy, which i've forgotten his name. the only name dat i can remember is alex. :D so sorry, too many names to remember at the moment, brain can hardly remember anything after the tiring journey all the way from Glasgow.

it's 12am!! OMG!! this is going to be a real fun! jac baby din know im in sunderland. this wil rock her bday! :D prepared the muffins with candles, and sneaked into jac's flat. saw kitsiang, and he was shocked as well! i can stil remember his expression. :P ronald went over with me, thanks to ronald, cuz he is the one who helped me in making the surprise a successful one. GAMSAHABNIDA!! we stood right in front of jac's room No. 198, ronald was holding the muffins while im hiding in the toilet just right beside her room. *knock knock* *knock knock*

here goes, jac opened the door, and she was surprised to see ronald holding the muffins with 2 cute wee ducklings' candles. i can only remember she said "OMG! so cute!" and i walked out slowly from the toilet, and she was completely stunned! she was like "OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! RENA ANG! OMG OMG! RENA! y r u here! OMG OMG!" haha, dat was really funny, the most important thing dat i've forgotten to do is taking a video of it. I was so happy, dat i've finally see my best fren in sunderland. see jac, i've promised u to give u "ME" on ur bday.:D

all her frens came up and wished her, bringing along presents for her. her face was filled up with joy! gave her a Lancome facial set. Hope she will like it, altho she is more into Chanel right now :D we had a wee chat and i went over to stay at Ronald's place dat night cuz ronald is leaving for london and paris on the next morning at 7.30am. he left me his key, so i can just stay or leave whenever i wan. he got up at 5.30am for DOTA! CRAZY fella.

woke up at 11++ the next morning, prepared to go out with babe jac, she came over and off we go to Newcastle. had brunch @ St. Sushi, having sushi and white wine. thanks jac for the meal! muax. walked around, doing wad we wanna do, it was so relaxing! nice, cool weather. saw anabelle and her sister too! dat was a coincidence. after dat, looked for kitsiang, he went for a dye and a wee cut in a saloon. handsome young man! jay chou wannabe ** :D the girl u r aftering for will be very blessed! good luck kit siang! :P

then 3 of us went over to dragon-i, a chinese restaurant, get a room for dinner accompanied with karaoke. me n darling jac entertained ourselves first singing english songs. kitsiang went over to the train station to meet up Amy and bring her over. then jac's frens came over as well, WenFei, JebHwa, SVen and collin. singing, drinking, eating, havin lotsa fun!
wanted to give another surprise for jac, however, the restaurant did not sell any cakes, but they have desserts! a tiny weeny dessert, enough for everybody to have a weee bite. bought the dessert and gave jac a surprise!

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to darling jac...
happy birthday to u...

overjoyed as she made a wish, and blew off the candle. fed everybody a spoonful of the delicious tiramisu dessert. we played games, trying to get ourselves entertained. we finished off with the final song, which i've forgotten the title of the song. a chinese song of course. went back to Alice Street, ROnald's place to get my luggage back to jac's place. left my luggage at jac's place and we head off to Union! YAY! clubbing. long queue with uneducated, uncivilised ppl, cutting the queue by joining their friends.

we had a few drinks, dancing about, eyeing on handsome cute asian guys but to our sorrow, there wasnt any handsome guys! pathetic! but who cares, dat doesnt seem to affect our mood. the most depressing thing is, the songs! GOSH! it was way too dreadful! damn. "potong stim"

went back home at 3am, and poor jac had to cook for 3 of us, collin, kitsiang n me, cuz we were hungry. and we called the day off, cancelling our drinking session and get to bed early. a great night out. zzzz

the next morning, we woke up early and had McD for breakfast. moved on to winter garden @ st peter's, a really nice place. took lotsa pictures, feeding the birds and ducks! had a stroll around enjoying the cool breeze air, bright sunshine shinning upon us with our newly bought sunglasses on from John Lewis. so peaceful, everything is so calm n soothing, looking at couples dating *envious*, kids running around, playing football, adults sitting on the grass munching their packed food.
after dat, we head back to sunderland, homed. took a rest, kitsiang came over n looked for us. we were hungry so we decided to make pancakes. guess wad, because of the pancakes, i almost missed my train back to edinburgh. haha! dat was really gancheong. and we've actually planned wad to do for the rest of the day cuz we thought the train most probably will leave when i reached Newcastle. but who knows! i reached there in time, quickly hopped onto the train and give a great big hug to darling and kitsiang. bye guys! gonna miss u guys heaps! thanks for everything!muaxxx..

took a seat and off to Edinburgh, goodbye sunderland! sobsob. starting to miss them, looked at pictures in my wee camera, was smiling at myself while looking at them. had lotsa fun! saw Yau from IMU medic batch, meiann's classmate.

get down to edinburgh and rushed for a train down to glasgow. WTH! i took the wrong train back. shit shit! and i have to turn back to another station in order to get a train back to glasgow. i was so panic! trying to stay calm. called kitsiang n jac. debbie called and checked the available train back, luckily there's a connecting train back, waited for 15 minutes. phew!! relieved.

reached home, and get a good rest! zzzz...

bamm bamm & pebbles

Mommy told me something

A little kid should know

It’s all about the devil

And I’ve learned to hate him so

She said he causes trouble

When you let him in the room,

He will never ever leave you

If your heart is filled with gloom

So let the sun shine in

Face it with a grin

Smilers never lose

And frowners never win

So let the sun shine in

Face it with a grin

Open up your heart and let the sun shine in

When you are unhappy

The devil wears a grin

But oh, he starts to running

When the light comes pouring in

I know he’ll be unhappy

‘Cause I’ll never wear a frown

Maybe if we keep on smiling

He’ll get tired of hanging ’round.

If I forget to say my prayers

The devil jumps with glee

But he feels so awful awful

When he sees me on my knees

So if you’re full of trouble

And you never seem to win

Just open up your heart and let the sun shine in

So let the sun shine in

Face it with a grin

Smilers never lose

And frowners never win

So let the sun shine in

Face it with a grin

Open up your heart

And let the sun shine in

-never ending deadlines!-

oops, this blog has been so outdated! was doing essay, and got distracted by fb..

arggh, this is pissing me off! i hate essay writing to the max! one after another.. research project, CPP essay, pharmcare essay, research project again.. then to finals.. although we r not having any lecture now, but still, felt like time flies really fast! maybe we r just too lazy and get things done reli slow. because we r all on holiday mood! no lectures at all, maybe once or twice a week. im so gonna miss lecture! our last lecture will be on friday, sobsob, im preparing myself to get emotional. bammbamm needs to prepare a box of tissue for me.:P cant imagine, we r goin to graduate soon, and everybody will be living on their on lives, no more going to lectures together, no more having breakfast, lunch or dinner together, cooking n baking! :(

at the mean time, let's all strive hard and graduate as a pharmacist this JUNE 2009! gambate and goodluck everybody!

gotta start doing essay! :(

-$$$-

back to work in CBK..

trying to earn as much as i can before going back to msia!

4 days a week! tiring!

gonna work full time for 3 months after finals.. by dat time, i will be rich!! :P

-lazeeeeeeeee-

one word to describe the "me" now..

L A Z Y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

l a z y . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

M A L A S . . . . . . . . . .

게으른 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-JBC-CNY party-

memorable, fantastic and wonderful first ever CNY celebrated in JBC, Glasgow with all the home students and lecturers. variety of food was served, malaysian-chinese style. thumbs-up! :D

-bro's favourite place-

bro joining poker tournament

...... G A L A C A S I N O ........ =.=''''''

win lose win lose... quite fun playing tho...

especially roulette.. :P i think im addicted too.. bad influence from brother.. tsktsk.. lol!

but overall, i think we won a little bit.. it's not for the sake of money, it's fun.. just wan to gamble a bit since CNY is coming soon :P

-bro reached glasgow-

bro reaching in the morning, supposed to meet him up at the queen street station but woke up late, so he waited for me over there. then walked back to JBC, bro left his luggage, then went out. had a photoshoot with jo. went over to metropolitan college for the make up. then followed her frens to a park in the west end to take the photos. it was freezin' cold! no jackets, just a top with a vest and leggings! OMG! luckily jo was there, to keep me warm. :)

after photoshoot, went to buchanan to meet up bro and kwangsiang. had lunch at lauders. tiring day. went to casino then home.zzz

everybody got shocked when they saw my brother at home. cuz it was a surprise. haha! funny.

-slacking-

for the whole month, did nothing much, no lab experiments, no classes...

slacking to the max!

but have been working for 4 days in a week till fall sick...

recovering now...

someone special is coming tmr...

having photoshoot with jo tmr...

trying to look for black nail polish...

now listening to super junior's songs and do some revision...

3 more topics to go...

wondering whether is it possible to stay in korea for a month learning korean culture and languages... *homestay* would be fun! :)

-korean korean-

in a process of learning...

...to speak korean
...to read korean words

really really fall in love with korean guys.. OMG.. :P

...my name is Rena 내 이름을 Rena 중국이다
...how are you? 어떻게 지내세요
...hello... 안녕하세요
...love never last forever 마지막으로 절대 영원히 사랑
...you are so handsome!! 당신은 정말 잘 생기고있다

-day out with bro-

brought bro out to west end, to Kevingroove Art Gallery, Botanic Garden, Transport Museum, etc.. glasgow is just too boring and small, no place to go.. bro's favourite place is Gala Casino =.='''

-Christmas 2008-

celebrated xmas 2008 in James Blyth Court, Glasgow with frens and brother.. memorable night and had a wonderful christmas altho it's not a white christmas.. :( exchanged presents, listening to xmas songs, played games, etc....